I am very thankful that I was able to go to my Aunt and Uncles homecoming yesterday! They gave beautiful talks. My life is very difficult sometimes and the spirit of their talks raised me up and helped me know that I could get through another week no matter what it brings. I get frustrated sometimes because Chris doesn't wear his cpap mask as much as I would like. He has made a lot of progress. I just need to remember step by step we will get there. I need to show patience and that is something that is very hard for me. Patience has been one of my biggest down falls my whole life. I expect results now and I want what I want sometimes. I know this attitude is not ideal, but at least I recognize I need to change. Sometimes its frustrating because I can see the end result and I know our lives will be so much better if he could just get used to the darn machine. Sorry I will get off my soap box now. But my Aunts and Uncles Ward really gave me the boost that I needed to face another day. I hope to be able to say that I have learned patience in the end, but I guess we will just have to wait and see.
At work I feel pretty good about things. I got my eval. Saturday and it was a really good eval. I have some stuff I could work on but overall it was really good. I will get another raise in June. That will really help out. I look forward to this next year and wonder what it will bring. Hopefully some really good things. Hopefully Chris can get back into the work force. Hopefully we can get into a bigger place so we don't feel so scrunched. I look forward to all these things and I hope it all comes to past. I don't know where we will end up but as long as we are together and happy that will be good enough! :)
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